One of those days

I know it has been forever since I wrote here.  So much has happened since I left El Paso.  And I really cannot say that much of it is good.  I really do not mean to have the first post in awhile be one like this – but it is a day of saddness for me.

It’s 4am now, about an hour ago I decided to head to Wal-mart.  Nothing in particular just to pick up a few things – picture hanging stuff mostly.  Nobody on the roads of course – and I find myself reflecting in times like this.  Today’s thoughts turned to my Uncle, and the profound saddness that I have over him being gone from my life.

There are so many things I just do not quite get in this world, and death is one I think I will never understand.